Final Days of Paul and Peter
We are coming to the final days of Paul when he returns to Rome. The attitude towards Christians has changed dramatically.
Paul has made good use of the time God gave him after being imprisoned. But he knows the work isn’t over yet. He feels compelled to return to Rome. The brothers and sisters are suffering greatly at the hands of the Romans. Peter is with the believers as well. Let’s rejoin him as he leaves Nicopolis.
Holy Spirit, I need Your help in more ways than one. First and foremost, help me to see Your story. To see where Paul and Peter walked during this time. To see with Your eyes what was happening to those who followed Jesus. Second, help me to share all You entrust to me. Finally, help me to focus and physically complete the task You have laid on my heart.
Before I go any farther, I apologize for the length of this story. I thought about breaking it into two or even three posts, but decided to keep it whole, as it was given to me. Take all the time you need to read it all. Thank you for indulging me and allowing me time to finish this story. I pray the Lord speaks to you through it.
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The winter is officially over but there is still snow in the mountains. There is also the added danger of rain soaked roads with dangers created by the unstable mud. Paul is determined to go to Rome, no matter what he has to face. And going overland gives him a chance to visit the churches in Illyricum.
“Titus, its time I set off for Rome.”
“Why brother Paul?”
“I feel the Lord calling me there. Besides that, the church needs encouragement with the way Nero has turned against them.”
“I don’t understand his change. Not too long ago, he dismissed all charges against you.”
“I’m hoping to understand that change as well. And I’m hoping not to be standing before Caesar again.”
“That would probably take being silent.” With a rueful smile Titus continues; “And we both know that is not possible.”
Paul laughs heartly. “You know me too well brother.” Paul’s face becomes deadly serious. “Whatever comes will be the will of the Lord. And I will walk in it with full confidence in Him.”
There is no more discussion. Paul readies himself for his journey. Demas, Crescens, Titus, and Luke all choose to go with him. By the Sabbath they are all ready to leave.
“Let’s delay until after meeting with the brothers tomorrow. This way they can pray over us before we go” says Titus.
All the others agree to this idea. Everyone meets together the following morning for a final message from Paul. Following a remembrance of the Lord’s supper, the elders of the church gather around the men.
“Lord we know that our brother Paul is answering Your call once again. Watch over him. Open doors and hearts for his ministry. Watch over these who travel with him. Bring them safely home to us. More than anything else though Lord, be glorified in their lives.”
The group sets off right after receiving the prayer. It is a slow journey, because of the condition of the roads. Their travel takes them on well maintained, but muddy Roman roads and many country roads filled with ruts, holes and teaming with mud. After nearly two weeks of traveling, the group reaches the seaport of Dyrrachium.
Upon reaching the city, Paul suggests that they all clean-up a bit before booking passage across the Ionain Gulf.
“I know we will get muddy again, but we can spare some poor sailor from scrubbing our muck from the ship’s decks” Paul says to his companions,
“I suggest we find a stable to do an initial cleaning” offers Titus. “This will spare some inn keeper’s servant too.”
“Wise decision” offers Luke, looking down at his legs. They are coated in mud and the hem of his garment, though knee high, bears the marks of their journey as well.
After an hour of scraping away the worst of the journey, the brothers find a respectable inn for the night. As they settle down to a warm meal with clean hands, Crescens looks around at all the people.
“To bad we didn’t send word ahead to the believers here that we were coming. We could have stayed with them instead.”
Paul nods. “But doing so would most likely have delayed our departure. I feel an urgency to reach Rome.”
With dinner consumed, Paul sets off to the dock to arrange passage. As this is a common route for ships, Paul expects little difficulty in booking passage. After asking directions, from the closest ship in port, Paul reaches the dock where vessels making this trip harbor. In no time at all passage is booked for him and his traveling companions.
“Arrive by first light or be left behind” the captain cautions Paul as he walks away.
Paul gives him a wave and a nod of recognition as he continues on his way back to the inn.
Morning sees all the companions sailing from the harbor, bound for Rome. They will come ashore at Brindisi. As they get closer to their destination, they discuss the reports coming out of Rome that they have encountered along the way. Their newest source of information being the sailors on the ship with them.
“I’m concerned about the reports we have been hearing. It seems like all of Rome has turned against the believers” Paul starts.
“Some claim that it is isolated to the city alone.”
“Will we tell the believers to leave Rome, if that is the case. Like the believers scattered after Stephen was stoned?”
“I would hate to do that. Rome is central to so many people and rich with opportunities to spread the gospel. I don’t want to lose that opportunity.”
“What could be behind so many bad reports?” wonders Titus.
A sailor standing within earshot of the group shares what he has heard. “Caesar says that it was the ‘Christians’ who burned Rome. He wants them punished. But many believe that Caesar is trying to blame them for his own misdeeds. I’ve heard it said that he played his cithara while watching the flames consume the city.”
“Surely not” exclaims Crescens.
The sailor nods. “Some say that Caesar burned Rome to make way for a new palace for himself.”
“Then why blame the Christians?”
“Because the fire devastated Rome. If Caesar was to be found responsible, all the empire could shatter.”
“Have you heard what he is doing to the Christians?” asks Paul. This man seems to be a good source of information.
“He is hunting them down and killing as many as he can. Beheading, burning, crucifixion, even throwing them to the lions in the arena for all Rome to watch.”
The group had not heard the extent of Caesar’s depravity until now. They all stand mute, imagining the horrors their brothers are enduring.
“We must go to the believers with all haste” Paul finally states. “They need our support and encouragement.”
“Are you serious?” asks Demas with wild eyes. “If we go there, we will likely end up dead alongside them!”
“If that is God’s will, then so be it” replies Paul.
Demas makes up his mind this instant that he will NOT travel any farther with Paul. As soon as the ship docs Demas makes an excuse to leave the group.
“Brothers, I have family matters I must attend to. When I’m able, I will follow you to Rome.”
“What family?” asks Titus.
Paul puts his hand on Titus’s shoulder and shakes his head. “ Let him be. The Lord knows his heart.”
Dimas is happy that Paul is not questioning his desire to leave. Though Paul’s words about the Lord knowing his heart do give him pause. Not enough pause, though, to compel him to continue on the journey with Paul. He sets off back the way they came, bound for Thessalonica.
Paul and his group make their way across Italy, stopping at all the new churches along the way. None of these were planted by Paul, but that does not mean they are not dear to his heart.
After nearly a month, they arrive in Rome. Paul is immediately recognized by some of Caesars own guards as they had spent nearly two years with him. Those not loyal to Paul report his presence to Caesar right away.
Caesar has not forgotten Paul, nor the words that he spoke to him when Paul last stood before him. As one of the most famous leaders of the Christian church, Paul is the perfect target for Caesar’s anger.
“Bring Paul to me at once” orders Caesar.
Caesar’s guards come upon Paul and his companions as they near the home where the believers gather in Rome.
“Halt in the name of Caesar!”
As the guards approach, several of them are familiar to Paul. It has been years since they have seen one another, but Paul has not forgotten their faces or the kindness which they showed him during his earlier imprisonment. He does not call out to them, however, as he sees that those who know him are looking anywhere but at him. They are doing all they can to go unseen by Paul.
Titus and Luke flank Paul as the guards near them.
“What is the meaning of this?” Paul demands as he takes a step forward.
“You are to come with us immediately” commands the captain.
“Who are you arresting?” Paul asks. “Myself alone, or all of us?”
“Caesar has called for Paul alone. No others have been summoned.”
Paul steps forward and places his arms out to accept the chains hanging from the soldier’s belt. Titus and the others start to follow Paul as he is led away but they are blocked by one of Caesar’s guards who knew Paul while he was in Rome earlier. He recognizes Titus as one of Paul’s frequent visitors.
“Stay here. I will send word when it is safe for you to follow. Caesar is NOT in an accommodating mood lately.”
The group hurries to the church home and share the news of Paul’s arrest.
“We need to pray for him, NOW” Titus says.
Hearts are turned toward Heaven and prayers are said for Paul’s safety and courage. None expect him to be silent when questioned by Caesar. “Give him the words to say Lord, as you gave Stephen so long ago.”
Paul is ushered into Caesar’s throne room. He bows respectfully and waits to be addressed.
“I recall that I warned you about appearing before me again.”
“I sought no audience before you. I was summoned. For what reason, I do not know.”
“You are here to answer for the deeds of all your Christians. The acts they have committed against Rome.”
“The Christians I know have committed no acts against Rome. What are they accused of?”
“They are the cause of the fire that ravaged the city. It is also known that they consume the flesh and blood of another and commit lude acts between brothers.”
“This is not so my lord. There must be some mistake or misunderstanding.”
“Are you calling me a liar” Caesar roars as he raises part way out of his seat.
“No my lord. Most likely misinformed though by others.”
“Do you deny that your Christians have disdain for the gods of Rome?”
“The Christians serve only one God. The Creator of all the universe.”
“And what of the gods of Rome? Will you swear allegiance to them as well?”
“I cannot. My God commands that I serve Him alone as He is the only true God.”
“Then there is nothing more to say. You will be held in prison. I will decide your fate from there. Know this though. Unless you renounce these beliefs, you will never be a free man again.”
“So be it, for I will gladly die before denying my Lord.”
Caesar’s guards take Paul away. He doesn’t resist or struggle. He is taken immediately to prison. There is no house arrest. It is the deepest, darkest prison possible; Mamertine prison.
After securing Paul in his cell, the guard who spoke to Titus makes his way back to the home where the believers meet.
“I must speak with Titus, the man who was with Paul, right away” he says once the door is opened to his knocking.
When he hears his name, Titus hurries to the door.
The centurion recognizes Titus and breathes a sigh of relief. He quickly looks around him to see if he is being observed. Seeing no one, he pushes past Titus and closes the door.
“I could be executed for being here or forced to disclose your location if anyone knew I was visiting the home of a Christian. I can’t be seen here, but I had to bring you news of Paul.”
Titus is eager to hear, so he patiently waits for the centurion to calm his nerves.
A few deep breaths and the centurion is ready. “As you know, Paul was summoned before Caesar. It did not go well. Paul refused to renounce his faith and has been sent to Mamertine prison.”
Gasps erupt around the room. Titus’s head falls forward, slowly shaking back and forth. Finally, he raises his eyes to the centurion. “Paul will NEVER renounce his faith in Jesus, so where does that leave him?”
“Caesar said that Paul would not be freed until he did so. I believe that Caesar will kill him. It is only a matter of time. Caesar has already killed many Christians. He believes the act of killing Paul will cripple the Christian church and it will fade from memory.”
“Has he learned nothing of our faith? Paul will gladly suffer the fate of our Lord, for it will strengthen the believers, not discourage them. To give one’s life for the gospel of Christ is the pinnacle of faith and service.”
“I know this, but Caesar is blind and power hungry. He is using the Christians as a uniting enemy for the people. If the people focus their frustrations on the Christians, then they will spare him their anger.”
“We are all in God’s hands” Titus says with a shrug.
The centurion turns to leave. Before he opens the door, he quietly offers the believers a ‘gift’. “Come when I am on duty and I will ensure that you will be able to visit with Paul.”
With this said, the centurion pulls the door partway open and scans the street. When he is sure no one is observing him, he quickly exits the house. He does not rush away, as this would draw attention to himself, but he puts as much distance between himself and the church as possible.
It takes there days before Titus is able to visit Paul. The two men greet one another with huge smiles and praise for the Lord.
“Brother, I’m so glad to see you” Paul says from his place within the prison cell. “How are the brothers and sisters holding up?”
Titus isn’t surprised to hear Paul speaking of other’s wellbeing, even while his own is in jeopardy. “We are all safe and praying for your release.”
“Caesar’s condition for my release is never going to come to pass, so I don’t see freedom in my future.”
“You never know. He could change his mind.”
“He could. But whatever happens, DO NOT lose faith in the Lord.”
“NEVER brother!”
Titus and Paul visit until the guard comes to bring Titus out.
“I will be on duty for the next five days. You are welcome to visit during my shifts. I will also speak to the other centurions who were with Paul years ago. I’m sure they will allow you to visit as well. But do NOT approach when any guard you do not recognize is on duty. Caesar has poisoned the people against the Christians.”
“Do you still believe?”
“I do, but I cannot share that with anyone. Please don’t ask me for anything more than I am giving now. I’m afraid for my family, if Caesar finds out.”
“That you are a believer, or that you are letting people in to see Paul?”
“Both. Either.”
“I will pray for your safety” Titus says as he leaves. What Titus doesn’t say is that he will also be praying for boldness for this man.
Titus makes his way back to the church and shares the news from Paul and the centurion’s message. “We need to pray for these brothers. Pray for safety and boldness to at least live the life God has called them to.”
Peter was away visiting a neighboring church when Paul arrived and was taken. Once he hears the news, he comes back to Rome. He has become as well known as Paul in regards to leading the church. Because of Caesar reaction regarding Paul, his lead centurion brings him news of Peter’s return.
“My lord, the man Peter, who leads the Christian church, has returned to the city.”
Caesar’s eyes light up and a sadistic smile develops. “Bring him to me at once” he commands.
Within the hour, Peter is standing before Caesar. He stands tall, silently waiting, not cowering or begging.
“You know I have the power to kill or restore you” Caesar says, watching for a reaction.
Peter gives him none.
“Why don’t you speak up for yourself?” demands Caesar.
“What would Caesar have me say?”
“Swear allegiance to me and beg for your life” Caesar spits.
“I will do neither for you are persecuting my brothers and sisters.”
Caesar scowls at Peter. “Who are your ‘brothers and sisters’?”
“The Christians. The church.”
“And you will throw your life away defending them?”
“I am not throwing anything away. I am choosing to honor the Lord, no matter the cost.”
“Even if that price is your life?”
“Especially if that price is my life. This life is nothing compared to what awaits those who remain faithful. I will follow my Lord wherever He leads; even to the grave.”
Caesar’s face is livid. “You are a fool! Deny your Christ and live! There is no victory or honor in death.”
Peter stands silent. He has already made his position clear. Caesar waits only a few minutes for Peter to change his mind. When it is obvious, even to Caesar, that Peter will not back down, Caesar orders him dragged off to prison.
“Do NOT put him where he and Paul can communicate with one another. We will see how long it takes for them to plead for release.”
Peter is thrown into another section of the same prison. A place where Paul will never see him, or even hear his voice. Caesar makes sure to post guards around Peter that never served Paul. He is not blind to what the guards are doing with Paul. He actually hopes that the visitors coming to Paul will share what he has done to Peter.
“This should discourage Paul and have him begging to be set free” Caesar consoles himself.
Titus and Crescense bring the news to Paul regarding Peter.
“We heard that Peter has been arrested by Caesar. We had hoped they would bring him here, but we cannot find him.”
Paul sits with this news for a few moments before answering. “How is the church doing? Have they appointed new leaders? Are they continuing in the faith and praying?”
“Peter’s absence is certainly felt by the church, but we all have banded together. We know that the Lord is working out His plan in all our lives. We will grow from this. Satan is NOT going to win this battle” Titus says with conviction. Crescens nods his agreement.
Paul nods his approval. “Peter is in the hands of the Lord, just as I am. As we all are. Caesar is trying to discourage the believers. You strengthen them instead. Remind them of Christ’s suffering on our behaves. It is an honor to suffer for Him.”
Titus speaks up. “I feel called to go to the church in Dalmatia and Crescens is being called to return to Galatia. We need to strengthen the believers there.”
“Who will strengthen the believers here in your absence?” asks Paul.
In unison, both men answer, “Luke.”
Paul nods. Luke is the perfect choice to strengthen the believers in Rome with both he and Peter in prison. “Yes. Luke is sufficient for this hour. It may be that he was called for this very time. Let the brothers know of my confidence in Luke’s ability to lead them.”
The believers gladly received Paul’s encouragement and appointment of Luke as their elder. They pray daily for Paul and Peter. Titus and Crescens set out for their assignments from the Lord as soon as the church in Rome has been set in Luke’s hands..
Peter waits in his cell. He spends his time in prayer. There is little else to do, as the guards refuse him any visitors. After two full months in prison, he has a vision from the Lord.
“Peter” a voice says.
“Yes Lord. I am listening” he answers.
“You will be with me soon. I want you to encourage the believers one last time before departing.”
“But Lord, how am I to encourage them? I cannot go out to them and the guards refuse any visitors who would come to me.”
“You let me worry about that. You simply write to them.”
“I have no writing materials either.”
“Peter, I will supply all your needs. Only be faithful in this task.”
“Yes Lord. And I will write what Your spirit gives me.”
God smiles and nods. Peter has learned much over his journey. His experience and encouragement will reach far and wide.
Not two hours later, one of Peter’s guards brings him writing materials.
“I thought you might be able to use these, in your spare time”, he says with a smirk.
“Thank you. I will make good use of them”, Peter says to the retreating back of the soldier.
Peter arranges his supplies on the stone floor. He is grateful for the slight glow of the lamp outside his cell. He positions himself to take advantage of its illumination while he writes. It is not a comfortable position, but it is what Peter has and he is grateful for the opportunity to do the Lord’s work.
Peter has no specific audience in mind for his final letter. Instead, he addresses it to ALL believers. This message is universal for the church.
“Simon Peter, a servant and apostle of Jesus Christ,
“To those who through the righteousness of our God and Savior Jesus Christ have received a faith as precious as ours:
“Grace and peace be yours in abundance through the knowledge of God and of Jesus our Lord” (2 Peter 1:1-2).
Peter takes a deep breath before continuing. “I’m ready Lord. Fill my heart with Your message and let it flow through this pen.”
“His divine power has given us everything we need for a godly life through our knowledge of him who called us by his own glory and goodness. Through these he has given us his very great and precious promises, so that through them you may participate in the divine nature, having escaped the corruption in the world caused by evil desires.
“For this very reason, make every effort to add to your faith goodness; and to goodness, knowledge; and to knowledge, self-control; and to self-control, perseverance; and to perseverance, godliness; and to godliness, mutual affection; and to mutual affection, love. For if you possess these qualities in increasing measure, they will keep you from being ineffective and unproductive in your knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ. But whoever does not have them is nearsighted and blind, forgetting that they have been cleansed from their past sins.
“Therefore, my brothers and sisters, make every effort to confirm your calling and election. For if you do these things, you will never stumble, and you will receive a rich welcome into the eternal kingdom of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ” (2 Peter 1:3-11).
Peter pauses for a moment and thinks about the words he has just written; “you will never stumble.” “Only by YOUR grace and mercy is this possible. You know how many times I stumbled” he whispers in prayer.
“Press on Peter. Your change and witness is what makes this so important.”
Peter nods and returns to his work.
“So I will always remind you of these things, even though you know them and are firmly established in the truth you now have. I think it is right to refresh your memory as long as I live in the tent of this body, because I know that I will soon put it aside, as our Lord Jesus Christ has made clear to me. And I will make every effort to see that after my departure you will always be able to remember these things” (2 Peter 1:12-15).
“And that is exactly why I am having you write this letter”, Peter hears in his spirit.
Peter smiles. He knows that the Lord’s encouragement will live long after him. He keeps going.
“For we did not follow cleverly devised stories when we told you about the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ in power, but we were eyewitnesses of his majesty. He received honor and glory from God the Father when the voice came to him from the Majestic Glory, saying, ‘This is my Son, whom I love; with him I am well pleased.’ We ourselves heard this voice that came from heaven when we were with him on the sacred mountain” (2 Peter 1:16-18).
Peter thinks back on that day. “It was a wonderful day, except…” He blushes as he remembers his own words to Jesus; and the rebuke he received. “Lord I am not worthy of this task” Peter cries in his heart.
“You are who I chose. I call you ‘worthy’. That is enough stalling.”
“Yes Lord.”
“We also have the prophetic message as something completely reliable, and you will do well to pay attention to it, as to a light shining in a dark place, until the day dawns and the morning star rises in your hearts. Above all, you must understand that no prophecy of Scripture came about by the prophet’s own interpretation of things. For prophecy never had its origin in the human will, but prophets, though human, spoke from God as they were carried along by the Holy Spirit” (2 Peter 1:19-21).
“And neither does this” the Lord whispers in Peter’s ear.
Peter nods and realizes that this is ALL a work of the Holy Spirit. It gives him a bit more peace to continue on.
“But there were also false prophets among the people, just as there will be false teachers among you. They will secretly introduce destructive heresies, even denying the sovereign Lord who bought them—bringing swift destruction on themselves. Many will follow their depraved conduct and will bring the way of truth into disrepute. In their greed these teachers will exploit you with fabricated stories. Their condemnation has long been hanging over them, and their destruction has not been sleeping…”
Peter’s heart is heavy as he contemplates the false prophets who WILL walk among the people. “Protect the people, Lord” he prays. The Spirit’s next words confirm that He is and that He will!
“…For if God did not spare angels when they sinned, but sent them to hell, putting them in chains of darkness to be held for judgment; if he did not spare the ancient world when he brought the flood on its ungodly people, but protected Noah, a preacher of righteousness, and seven others; if he condemned the cities of Sodom and Gomorrah by burning them to ashes, and made them an example of what is going to happen to the ungodly; and if he rescued Lot, a righteous man, who was distressed by the depraved conduct of the lawless (for that righteous man, living among them day after day, was tormented in his righteous soul by the lawless deeds he saw and heard)— if this is so, then the Lord knows how to rescue the godly from trials and to hold the unrighteous for punishment on the day of judgment. This is especially true of those who follow the corrupt desire of the flesh and despise authority.
“Bold and arrogant, they are not afraid to heap abuse on celestial beings; yet even angels, although they are stronger and more powerful, do not heap abuse on such beings when bringing judgment on them from the Lord. But these people blaspheme in matters they do not understand. They are like unreasoning animals, creatures of instinct, born only to be caught and destroyed, and like animals they too will perish” (2 Peter 2:1-12).
Peter’s heart both hurts and rejoices over the destruction of these ‘unreasoning animals’. “If only they would listen and repent…” he thinks to himself.
“They will be paid back with harm for the harm they have done. Their idea of pleasure is to carouse in broad daylight. They are blots and blemishes, reveling in their pleasures while they feast with you. With eyes full of adultery, they never stop sinning; they seduce the unstable; they are experts in greed—an accursed brood! They have left the straight way and wandered off to follow the way of Balaam son of Bezer, who loved the wages of wickedness. But he was rebuked for his wrongdoing by a donkey—an animal without speech—who spoke with a human voice and restrained the prophet’s madness.
“These people are springs without water and mists driven by a storm. Blackest darkness is reserved for them. For they mouth empty, boastful words and, by appealing to the lustful desires of the flesh, they entice people who are just escaping from those who live in error. They promise them freedom, while they themselves are slaves of depravity—for ‘people are slaves to whatever has mastered them.’ If they have escaped the corruption of the world by knowing our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and are again entangled in it and are overcome, they are worse off at the end than they were at the beginning. It would have been better for them not to have known the way of righteousness, than to have known it and then to turn their backs on the sacred command that was passed on to them. Of them the proverbs are true: ‘A dog returns to its vomit,’ and, ‘A sow that is washed returns to her wallowing in the mud’” (2 Peter 2:13-22).
Peter has to catch a tear that threatens to ruin his work. His heart is aching for those who will be deceived. He takes a deep breath before moving on. He feels the Spirit drawing this letter to a close.
“Dear friends, this is now my second letter to you. I have written both of them as reminders to stimulate you to wholesome thinking. I want you to recall the words spoken in the past by the holy prophets and the command given by our Lord and Savior through your apostles.
“Above all, you must understand that in the last days scoffers will come, scoffing and following their own evil desires. They will say, ‘Where is this “coming” he promised? Ever since our ancestors died, everything goes on as it has since the beginning of creation.’ But they deliberately forget that long ago by God’s word the heavens came into being and the earth was formed out of water and by water. By these waters also the world of that time was deluged and destroyed. By the same word the present heavens and earth are reserved for fire, being kept for the day of judgment and destruction of the ungodly.
“But do not forget this one thing, dear friends: With the Lord a day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years are like a day. The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. Instead he is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance” (2 Peter 3:1-9).
Peter’s pen begins to push a little deeper into the parchment, darkening his next words, as if to bring them emphasis for his readers.
“But the day of the Lord will come like a thief. The heavens will disappear with a roar; the elements will be destroyed by fire, and the earth and everything done in it will be laid bare” (2 Peter 3:10, emphasis added).
Peter breathes a sigh of relief and his hand rests easy on the pen again.
“Since everything will be destroyed in this way, what kind of people ought you to be? You ought to live holy and godly lives as you look forward to the day of God and speed its coming. That day will bring about the destruction of the heavens by fire, and the elements will melt in the heat. But in keeping with his promise we are looking forward to a new heaven and a new earth, where righteousness dwells.
“So then, dear friends, since you are looking forward to this, make every effort to be found spotless, blameless and at peace with him. Bear in mind that our Lord’s patience means salvation, just as our dear brother Paul also wrote you with the wisdom that God gave him. He writes the same way in all his letters, speaking in them of these matters. His letters contain some things that are hard to understand, which ignorant and unstable people distort, as they do the other Scriptures, to their own destruction” (2 Peter 3:11-16).
Peter shakes his head. “They try and distort everything. This letter will no doubt be distorted by some as well” he thinks to himself.
“Therefore, dear friends, since you have been forewarned, be on your guard so that you may not be carried away by the error of the lawless and fall from your secure position. But grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. To him be glory both now and forever! Amen” (2 Peter 3:17-18).
Peter rests the pen back in its ink and looks over the words before him. “Thank You Lord for allowing me to write this for You and Your church. I pray it is received with the Spirit of Truth that authored it.”
After the parchment is dry, Peter rolls it up and puts it in the driest part of his cell. He has no idea how God is going to get it into the hands of the believers, but he trust that they WILL receive it.
While Peter was writing his letter, Paul receives a visor.
“Luke my brother, I’m happy to see you” Paul says with a sincere smile.
Luke narrows his eyes and takes in Paul’s appearance. “You have lost weight and are shivering. Is there anything we can do to help you?”
Paul waves his hand in the air as if batting away Luke’s suggestion. “It is nothing a little sunshine and a good meal wouldn’t cure” he says with a smile.
“I can’t bring any ‘sunshine’ to you but I can bring more food when I come again.”
“I, and my fellow prisoners, are grateful for what you have already supplied. I don’t want to burden the church too much.”
Luke shakes his head. “Always helping those in need, even when you don’t have enough either.”
“The Lord wouldn’t have it any other way” Paul says with a shrug.
“No. I don’t suppose He would” replies Luke with a smile. “But there must be something I can bring you.”
“Actually, I would gladly welcome writing supplies. I feel impressed to write one more letter.”
“Which church will you be writing to this time?”
“This will be a personal letter to Timothy. I long to see him before I leave this life, and he has a few items that I dearly desire to have near me.”
Luke nods his head. “I will bring everything you need the next time I visit. And, try and eat some of the food yourself.”
Paul smiles and shrugs his shoulders. “I make no promises on that front.”
Luke leaves with the changing of the guard. The guard coming on duty is not a fan of Paul. He is quick to eject, or even imprison, Paul’s visitors.
As Luke approaches the home where he is staying, he recognizes a man in the street. This man looks lost as he approaches another person in the street. He was greeted with a scowl and a hard shove after speaking his question.
Luke hurries over to the familiar man, gently taking him by the arm.
“Onesiphorus, my friend. Come with me.”
It takes only a moment for Onesiphorus to recognize Luke and follow him willingly.
Luke puts a discrete finger to his lips, signaling Onesiphorus to be silent for now. He receives a nod of understanding. The two men briskly move away from the other man on the street, who stands glaring at them as they retreat.
Only after turning a corner does Luke speak. “Onesiphorus, I’m surprised to see you here. What brings you to Rome, especially at a time such as this.”
“I heard that Paul was put in prison. I HAD to come. To offer him whatever I could. He is like a father to me.”
“There are many who feel the same way.”
Onesiphorus gives a derisive sniff. “They use to. Many have denounced Paul because he is in chains. They say that ‘If he were truly a man of God, he would not be made to suffer such indignities.’”
Luke shakes his head. “Of all the… Never mind. I will leave that in the Lord’s hands. Let’s get inside where we can talk freely.”
Luke leads Onesiphorus back around to the house where he is staying, ensuring that the man they met earlier is gone.
Once inside, Onesiphorus turns to confront Luke.
“Tell me what is going on here! I have never seen such open hatred. As I made my way through town, searching for Paul, all I got was angry faces and hatred. I met a few brothers who pointed me in the direction of the church but didn’t walk with me here.”
“Caesar has the whole city in an uproar against the Christians. He has convinced the people that we are a threat to them. Paul and Peter have both been imprisoned in Mamertine Prison.”
Onesiphorus’ face pales as he hears the name of Rome’s most dangerous prison.
“We can’t even get anyone in to see Peter. We have smuggled him in as much food as we can and even some writing materials, but that’s only by paying off the guards.”
“Does that mean that you have been able to see Paul?”
“Only when guards who knew him while he was here a few years ago are on duty. Caesar has poisoned all the others against the Christians.”
Onesiphorus’ eyes light up. “I would LOVE to see Paul. He is the reason I came all this way. I brought him some supplies as well. I know how the Romans treat their prisoners.”
“I am certain Paul would welcome a visit from you. We will have access to him for the next three days.”
“Then, if it is agreeable to you, I would like to see him tomorrow.”
“That can easily be arranged. I will accompany you to the prison and introduce you to the guard.”
“I am going to go and retrieve my belongings from the inn where I left them. If possible, I would like to stay with you here.”
“It is not my home to offer you lodging, as I am a gust myself.”
A voice rings out from the back of the house. “You better stay here. I wouldn’t have it any other way for one of Paul’s friends.”
The owner of the voice appears around the corner wearing a huge grin.
“Thank you Daniel. You are a most gracious host.”
“I can’t stay long in Rome as I have a business to return to.”
“All the more reason to keep you close by where we can visit with one another at any hour.”
Onesiphorus laughs a great belly laugh. “Spoken like a true follower of Jesus.”
Once Onesiphorus returns and settles in, the group passes the night in deep conversation.
“I’m concerned about the Christians” offers Onesiphorus. They are risking everything just walking down the street, talking to other people. How is anyone supposed to know who is safe to approach? I ran into quite a bit of hatred, just mentioning Paul’s name.”
“He is certainly well known around here. And hated! Caesar has seen to that. Peter is right behind Paul in the race for most hated Christian in Rome.”
“We need to start thinking about a way for Christians to recognize one another without raising suspicion.”
“I agree. But it will probably have to wait until we know what will happen with Paul and Peter.”
Morning doesn’t bring any relief from the concern for the Christians, but it does bring Onesiphorus into the presence of Paul.
Paul’s eyes dance with excitement at the site of his old friend. “Onesiphorus! I never thought I would see you again.”
“You can’t get away from me that easily. But you didn’t have to try so hard. It took me nearly getting thrown in prison myself, trying to locate you. It’s a good thing Luke came along when he did. He rescued me from a very angry looking Roman.”
“I’m sorry you had to face that”, Paul says while shaking his head. “But I’m glad it didn’t completely drive you from Rome.”
“NEVER” roars Onesiphorus. “Only the hand of God Himself could deter me from reaching you. And being that I know it was He who sent me on this mission, nothing would keep me from coming to you.”
Paul breathes a sigh as he looks at the bundle Onesiphorus is pressing through the bars.
“You didn’t have to bring me anything. Your presence is enough”, Paul says as he takes the bundle. He carefully opens it and sees several of his favorite fruits. “How did you get these? They aren’t even in season.”
“I have my secrets” Onesiphorus says with a smile.
“I will cherish them, almost as much as I cherish your friendship.” Paul looks at the fruit again, then back up at Onesiphorus. “You do realize that I will probably be sharing these.”
Onesiphorus lets out another belly laugh. “As I expected. That is the reason there are so many. This way you will at least get one for yourself.”
The two friends visit a while longer before the guard changes.
“I will see you again tomorrow”, Onesiphorus calls out as he is ushered out of the prison.
As Onesiphorus’ time in Rome is short, Luke allows him exclusive visitations, telling him; “I will bring him what he requested of me after you are gone. You two need time together.”
During Onesiphorus’ last visit, Paul sends instructions to one of his trusted brothers.
“Tell Tychicus that I will have a letter for him to take to Ephesus in a few weeks.”
“I can pick him up when I am on my way back. I have a couple of stops to make before heading home. I’m sure he would welcome the company.”
“That would be most gracious of you to accompany him. Blessings my brother.”
The first day when visitors are allowed in to see Paul, after Onesiphorus’ departure from Rome, Luke brings Paul the writing materials he requested.
“I’m sorry it took me so long to bring these to you. I wanted to honor Onesiphorus with time to visit you.”
“I appreciate the gifts and the generosity of receiving Onesiphorus’ visits” Paul replies with a warm smile.
“I trust you enjoyed at least some of the fruit he brought you. You are looking thinner each time I visit” Luke comments with the practiced eye of a physician.
“I held one for myself. And I enjoyed it immensely. As for my weight, I don’t think losing a few stones here and there will matter in the end. I know I don’t have much time left on this earth. Of that I am both pleased and concerned.”
“I understand easily both your reactions. What troubles you the most? Is there anything I can do to help?”
“Actually, you have. By providing this writing material” Paul says while holding up the items, “You have given me the instruments needful in strengthening my dearest son, Timothy. I know he still lacks confidence in his position over the body in Ephesus because of his age. I want to write to him regarding this.”
“I’m certain a letter from you will be most welcome in his hands.”
Paul’s eyes drift to a point over Luke’s shoulder. He is envisioning Timothy. In a voice filled with longing, Paul whispers; “I so desire to see him one more time.”
Luke simply listens. He knows the closeness Paul has with Timothy. He wonders if it is at all possible, given the current climate, both politically and physically. Winter is nearly upon them. It will take time for Paul’s letter to reach Timothy, as well as time for Timothy to travel to Rome. He wonders if Paul will even be alive when Timothy arrives. Nothing is certain right now.
Paul’s eyes clear and he returns to his visit with Luke. Nothing more is said, for now, on the subject of Timothy.
After Luke leaves, Paul begins composing his letter to Timothy in his heart. This is always his starting place. This letter needs to be put to paper before Onesiphorus returns from whatever task he has to finish before heading home.
Morning breaks and Paul knows for certain that he won’t be allowed visitors today. His guard is NOT a fan of Paul or his visitors. The only reason Paul even knows that the day has begun anew is the changing of the guard, and the guard’s boastful voice outside Paul’s cell.
“It’s just you and me today old man. Have you come to your senses yet? Caesar will only be patient for so long. Deny this fairy tale you follow and swear allegiance to Caesar. Then we can all go home happy.”
Paul shakes his head. “I am sorry to be bringing you ‘trouble’ but I will NOT deny Jesus. Not for a morsel of bread, for a soft bed, or even to see the sun again. He is my Lord, both now and to the end of time.”
The guard shrugs and walks away. “Suit yourself” he cries over his retreating back.
“I will” Paul replies very quietly. It does him no good to rouse this guard’s anger. He is not averse to handing out punishments for the slightest hint of ‘rebellion’.
Paul spreads his writing materials on the stone floor after the guard retreats. “This is a good day to write to Timothy” he tells himself. Before even picking up his pen, he prays for guidance from the Spirit. “Please give me insight into Timothy’s struggles, how to encourage him, and how to share my heart with him. You know my greatest desire for him is to grow closer to You Lord and for him to be an instrument for your Kingdom.”
“Paul, an apostle of Christ Jesus by the will of God, in keeping with the promise of life that is in Christ Jesus,
“To Timothy, my dear son:
“Grace, mercy and peace from God the Father and Christ Jesus our Lord” (2 Timothy 1:1-2).
Paul almost chuckles at the formal greeting, but he wants to be certain that this letter is taken as authentic. The last thing he wants is for someone to say that Timothy ‘faked’ his calling and Paul’s support. “Keep it consistent” he tells himself as he moves into the letter.
“I thank God, whom I serve, as my ancestors did, with a clear conscience, as night and day I constantly remember you in my prayers. Recalling your tears, I long to see you, so that I may be filled with joy. I am reminded of your sincere faith, which first lived in your grandmother Lois and in your mother Eunice and, I am persuaded, now lives in you also” (2 Timothy 1:3-5).
Paul pictures Timothy and his family as he saw them last. He wonders if they are all still living and together. It feels like an eternity since he sat in Lois’ presence. He can almost smell her cooking as he pictures them. He quickly shakes his head and returns to his work. “You are getting too sentimental in your old age” he chides himself.
“For this reason I remind you to fan into flame the gift of God, which is in you through the laying on of my hands. For the Spirit God gave us does not make us timid, but gives us power, love and self-discipline. So do not be ashamed of the testimony about our Lord or of me his prisoner. Rather, join with me in suffering for the gospel, by the power of God. He has saved us and called us to a holy life—not because of anything we have done but because of his own purpose and grace. This grace was given us in Christ Jesus before the beginning of time, but it has now been revealed through the appearing of our Savior, Christ Jesus, who has destroyed death and has brought life and immortality to light through the gospel. And of this gospel I was appointed a herald and an apostle and a teacher. That is why I am suffering as I am. Yet this is no cause for shame, because I know whom I have believed, and am convinced that he is able to guard what I have entrusted to him until that day.
“What you heard from me, keep as the pattern of sound teaching, with faith and love in Christ Jesus. Guard the good deposit that was entrusted to you—guard it with the help of the Holy Spirit who lives in us” (2 Timothy 1:6-14).
Paul feels satisfied with his tone with Timothy. He sounds like his usual self; not the struggling prisoner he is right now. After a moment, he realizes that he needs to share even his struggles with Timothy. “I need to be real. It is important Timothy see my struggles too.” Paul’s biggest struggle comes pouring onto the page; his lonliness.
“You know that everyone in the province of Asia has deserted me, including Phygelus and Hermogenes…”
Remembering Onesiphorus’ recent visit, his hope resurges.
“…May the Lord show mercy to the household of Onesiphorus, because he often refreshed me and was not ashamed of my chains. On the contrary, when he was in Rome, he searched hard for me until he found me. May the Lord grant that he will find mercy from the Lord on that day! You know very well in how many ways he helped me in Ephesus” (2 Timothy 1:15-18).
Paul returns to the task of strengthening Timothy, not lamenting his circumstances.
“You then, my son, be strong in the grace that is in Christ Jesus. And the things you have heard me say in the presence of many witnesses entrust to reliable people who will also be qualified to teach others. Join with me in suffering, like a good soldier of Christ Jesus. No one serving as a soldier gets entangled in civilian affairs, but rather tries to please his commanding officer. Similarly, anyone who competes as an athlete does not receive the victor’s crown except by competing according to the rules. The hardworking farmer should be the first to receive a share of the crops. Reflect on what I am saying, for the Lord will give you insight into all this.
“Remember Jesus Christ, raised from the dead, descended from David. This is my gospel, for which I am suffering even to the point of being chained like a criminal. But God’s word is not chained. Therefore I endure everything for the sake of the elect, that they too may obtain the salvation that is in Christ Jesus, with eternal glory…”
A saying of old comes to mind and Paul realizes it is the Spirit. “He needs to hear this apparently” he says as he begins writing it in the personal letter.
“Here is a trustworthy saying: If we died with him, we will also live with him; if we endure, we will also reign with him. If we disown him, he will also disown us; if we are faithless, he remains faithful, for he cannot disown himself” (2 Timothy 2:1-13).
Paul muses over this saying himself. It brings him comfort, just as he knows it will bring Timothy. “Thank You Lord for this reminder for my heart as well.” He refocuses to address Timothy’s needs as a young leader of a growing church. One who is tasked with, not only teaching, but directing the brothers and sisters in godly behavior. And an example to the body of believers.
“Keep reminding God’s people of these things. Warn them before God against quarreling about words; it is of no value, and only ruins those who listen. Do your best to present yourself to God as one approved, a worker who does not need to be ashamed and who correctly handles the word of truth. Avoid godless chatter, because those who indulge in it will become more and more ungodly. Their teaching will spread like gangrene. Among them are Hymenaeus and Philetus, who have departed from the truth. They say that the resurrection has already taken place, and they destroy the faith of some. Nevertheless, God’s solid foundation stands firm, sealed with this inscription: ‘The Lord knows those who are his,’ and, ‘Everyone who confesses the name of the Lord must turn away from wickedness’” (2 Timothy 2:14-19).
Paul shakes his head in disgust of Hymenaeus and Philetus and the discord they are spreading. “Protect the body from their false teaching, Lord.” Paul turns to an allegory now to illustrate his point.
“In a large house there are articles not only of gold and silver, but also of wood and clay; some are for special purposes and some for common use. Those who cleanse themselves from the latter will be instruments for special purposes, made holy, useful to the Master and prepared to do any good work.
“Flee the evil desires of youth and pursue righteousness, faith, love and peace, along with those who call on the Lord out of a pure heart. Don’t have anything to do with foolish and stupid arguments, because you know they produce quarrels. And the Lord’s servant must not be quarrelsome but must be kind to everyone, able to teach, not resentful. Opponents must be gently instructed, in the hope that God will grant them repentance leading them to a knowledge of the truth, and that they will come to their senses and escape from the trap of the devil, who has taken them captive to do his will” (2 Timothy 2:20-26).
Paul feels compelled to give Timothy a stern warning of things to come. To strengthen and prepare him for the future he is sure to face.
“But mark this: There will be terrible times in the last days. People will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boastful, proud, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy, without love, unforgiving, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not lovers of the good, treacherous, rash, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God— having a form of godliness but denying its power. Have nothing to do with such people.
“They are the kind who worm their way into homes and gain control over gullible women, who are loaded down with sins and are swayed by all kinds of evil desires, always learning but never able to come to a knowledge of the truth. Just as Jannes and Jambres opposed Moses, so also these teachers oppose the truth. They are men of depraved minds, who, as far as the faith is concerned, are rejected. But they will not get very far because, as in the case of those men, their folly will be clear to everyone” (2 Timothy 3:1-9).
Paul softens his tone as he remembers Timothy’s time at his side. He is certain of the example he presented for him to follow; that it is a godly example, both in good times and in bad.
“You, however, know all about my teaching, my way of life, my purpose, faith, patience, love, endurance, persecutions, sufferings—what kinds of things happened to me in Antioch, Iconium and Lystra, the persecutions I endured. Yet the Lord rescued me from all of them. In fact, everyone who wants to live a godly life in Christ Jesus will be persecuted, while evildoers and impostors will go from bad to worse, deceiving and being deceived. But as for you, continue in what you have learned and have become convinced of, because you know those from whom you learned it, and how from infancy you have known the Holy Scriptures, which are able to make you wise for salvation through faith in Christ Jesus. All Scripture is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness, so that the servant of God may be thoroughly equipped for every good work” (2 Timothy 3:10-17).
Paul gives Timothy a firm directive for the future that he will no longer be here to witness or support. “Timothy needs to KNOW that he is called to this position. And so does anyone who challenges him.”
“In the presence of God and of Christ Jesus, who will judge the living and the dead, and in view of his appearing and his kingdom, I give you this charge: Preach the word; be prepared in season and out of season; correct, rebuke and encourage—with great patience and careful instruction. For the time will come when people will not put up with sound doctrine. Instead, to suit their own desires, they will gather around them a great number of teachers to say what their itching ears want to hear. They will turn their ears away from the truth and turn aside to myths. But you, keep your head in all situations, endure hardship, do the work of an evangelist, discharge all the duties of your ministry.
“For I am already being poured out like a drink offering, and the time for my departure is near. I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith. Now there is in store for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous Judge, will award to me on that day—and not only to me, but also to all who have longed for his appearing” (2 Timothy 4:1-8).
Paul’s heart again pours onto the page. This time it is a personal request for Timothy. His deepest desire to see him one final time.
“Do your best to come to me quickly, for Demas, because he loved this world, has deserted me and has gone to Thessalonica. Crescens has gone to Galatia, and Titus to Dalmatia. Only Luke is with me. Get Mark and bring him with you, because he is helpful to me in my ministry. I sent Tychicus to Ephesus. When you come, bring the cloak that I left with Carpus at Troas, and my scrolls, especially the parchments” (2 Timothy 4:9-13).
A name and warning rises in Paul’s spirit. He feels the Lord warning Timothy against this antagonist of his own past, as well as the Lord’s faithfulness to him during this struggle.
“Alexander the metalworker did me a great deal of harm. The Lord will repay him for what he has done. You too should be on your guard against him, because he strongly opposed our message.
“At my first defense, no one came to my support, but everyone deserted me. May it not be held against them. But the Lord stood at my side and gave me strength, so that through me the message might be fully proclaimed and all the Gentiles might hear it. And I was delivered from the lion’s mouth. The Lord will rescue me from every evil attack and will bring me safely to his heavenly kingdom. To him be glory for ever and ever. Amen” (2 Timothy 2:14-18)
In closing, as is usual for him, Paul gives Timothy greetings to share with those who are still dear to him. He includes a quick account of where things were when he last knew them.
“Greet Priscilla and Aquila and the household of Onesiphorus. Erastus stayed in Corinth, and I left Trophimus sick in Miletus. Do your best to get here before winter. Eubulus greets you, and so do Pudens, Linus, Claudia and all the brothers and sisters.
“The Lord be with your spirit. Grace be with you all” (2 Timothy 4:19-22).
Paul breathes a sigh of relief as he rests his pen. “All that needs done now is for Onesiphorus and Tychicus to deliver this letter to Timothy.”
Once the ink is dry, Paul puts the letter is a safe place. He will deliver it to Luke the next time he comes. The cell is too damp to keep it here long.
Two days later, Luke is by Paul’s side, visiting him and bringing news of the health of the church.
“We have been discussing a sign for the believers to give to one another, to identify who is safe and who is a danger. Onesiphorus is the one who started this discussion. He was in great danger while searching for you. Many of the Romans were abusive to him as soon as he mentioned your name.”
“What have you come up with?”
“We haven’t settled on anything specific yet. We are tossing a few ideas around. It has to be something that won’t arouse suspicion if seen by ‘unsafe’ persons.”
“What about the symbol of the cross?”
“It is too distinctive. We need something that no one will suspect.”
“It is a worthy endeavor. Keep at it. I believe the days when Christians are persecute to death throughout the Empire are not too far away.”
“I agree. That is why we are working to get something established before that day comes.”
Before Luke leaves, Paul gives him the letter for Timothy.
“Put this into the hands of Tychicus. Tell him to wait for Onesiphorus to return and travel with him back to Ephesus, where he will deliver this letter directly into Timothy’s hands.”
“It will be done with great haste. I know your desire to see Timothy. Did you tell him so in your letter?”
Paul nods. “I know I may be being selfish in my desire to see him again, but…” Paul’s voice drifts off.
“It is natural to want to say a final farewell to those who are dear to us as we near the end of our lives. Timothy is as close to a physical son that you have.”
Paul only nods. He can’t trust his voice not to betray the desire tearing at his heart.
As Luke makes his way out of the prison, a guard he does not recognize approaches him. Luke doesn’t see animosity or a challenge in his face, so he waits silently.
The guard stops a few paces from Luke and looks around. When he is certain no one is looking, he withdraws a scroll from his tunic and holds it out towards Luke.
“This is from the man Peter. He asked that one of Paul’s friends receive it.”
Luke takes it with reverence, looking at it with curiosity. Before he even raises his eyes from the scroll, the guard disappears back inside the prison. “Thank you” he says to the empty space.
Luke hurries back to the house that he calls home. As soon as the door is shut, he hurries to a table and spreads out Peter’s letter. As he begins reading, his heart soars.
“God gave Peter an opportunity to build us up, even in his despair.”
Luke reads the letter several times before rerolling it. He recognizes Peter’s style and devotion in the words on the page. He has no doubt that this came from the hand and heart of Peter. As there is no specific church identified in the letter, Luke decides to share it first with the believers here in Rome, the next time they meet together.
That opportunity is only days away and they pass quickly as Luke shares the letter with the elders of the church. Everyone is excited to hear it read.
“After we read this, we need to make several copies and have them distributed to the other churches. Peter, and the Lord, meant this letter for all of them.”
By the time the letter is read, there are three copies ready for distribution. These will be sent along with Onesiphorus and Tychicus. They will leave them with larger churches with instructions to share the letter with all the churches around them.
The believers are both strengthened and saddened by Peter’s letter. The fact that Peter will not be returning to them in person weighs heavy on their hearts. Yet they have his words of comfort for all time.
“We already suspected that both Paul and Peter would not return to us in this life. We are blessed to have actually heard from Peter, since none of us has been able to see him in person. This is truly the hand of God. He allowed Peter to speak to us in spite of man’s desires to break him and us. Take courage and be strengthened by Peter’s exhortation.”
Luke decides to let the people know that Paul has written a final letter as well, but he will not read it to them, as it is addressed to Timothy. He has no doubt that Timothy will eventually share his letter with the churches, as he did the first letter Paul wrote to him.
“Our brother Paul has also made a farewell letter. We will not be reading it for some time, as it is addressed to Timothy in Ephesus. But know that Paul is thinking of each of us as well. He too knows that his time is short. We will continue to pray for both our brothers and their guards. It may be that the Lord will act again on the hearts of Peter’s guards and we may see him in person.”
It is another week before Onesiphorus returns to Rome. By this time, the group tasked with developing a sign for the believers have settled on an idea. It is simple and will rouse no suspicion. They present the idea to Onesiphorus before he departs.
“You know the Greek and Roman symbol for fertility, the intersecting half moons” Luke asks of Onesiphorus.
“I have seen it. What of it?”
“We have adapted it” Luke says with a gleam in his eye.
Onesiphorus scrunches his eyebrows, not knowing where this is going.
“Remember our conversation regarding a ‘safe signal’ between the Christians?”
“I do.”
“We have adapted this symbol to fit our purposes. If you eliminate the upper arms of the two intersecting moons, it looks like a fish. We thought that we could identify one another by one person drawing the first arc and the second adding the opposing arc, creating a graphic of a fish.”
“Why a fish?”
“It seemed a good choice as Jesus was known to eat a lot of fish and because of four miracles He performed involving fish. All four of which Simon Peter was present for.”
Onesiphorus nods in understanding. “It seems innocent enough too that no one else would suspect anything.”
“That was our thought too. Even better than that though, is what one of our members came up with. The Greek letters spelling out Ichthys can actually be used as an acrostic, meaning: ‘Jesus Christ, Son of God, Savior’.”
Onesiphorus’ eyes light up and he graces the group with one of his belly laughs. “That is priceless! Right under their very noses, we will be able to recognize one another.”
“We believe it will also be good to put it on display for ‘safe places’ for Christians to gather. But we need you to spread the word. If only those in Rome know, it will be of no use to others as the persecution that is sure to come escalates. Paul believes it will cover the whole Empire before long.”
Onesiphorus sobers. “I will make it my personal mission to introduce the Christians to this symbol everywhere I go. I will also ask them to spread the word. We will be ready, when the time comes. We will not go silently into the night!”
Onesiphorus is true to his word. As he and Tychicus journey to Ephesus to meet up with Timothy, they share the symbol and its meaning with all the believers they meet. Not knowing the urgency in Paul’s letter to Timothy, they don’t arrive before winter. In all the excitement over the symbol and Peter’s letter, Luke had forgotten to tell them of Paul’s desire to see Timothy right away. When they place the letter in Timothy’s hand, it is nearing the end of winter.
“We bring you greetings from Paul. He has a letter addressed to you.”
Timothy takes it gratefully and opens it immediately and begins reading. Recognizing it as truly from the hand of Paul, he takes it to his home to read it through carefully; not before thanking those who carried it for him.
“Thank you for bringing this to me, but I must find a suitable place to read. Our brother has a habit of putting deep things in his letters.”
“Actually, we have a second letter from the hand of Peter. He mentions Paul’s ‘deep’ writings” Onesiphorus says while holding out a second scroll.
Timothy clutches it to his breast. “I will read them both right away. This is truly a momentous day.”
Timothy absorbs every word of encouragement in Paul’s letter to him. He hears the heartache laced through it. And his heart drops as he reads of Paul’s desire for him to come to him. “Does he still live? Can I reach him in time? How long did it take for this to reach me? Does he think I have abandoned him as well?”
These thoughts race through Timothy’s mind as he sets out to answer these questions. He peppers Onesiphorus with them as soon as he is in his presence.
“Slow down son. I will answer all your questions, if you give me time.”
Timothy’s cheeks color as he recognizes his shameful behavior. He nods and waits.
“It was nearing the end of the year when we left Rome. At that time, Paul was still alive and in Mamertine Prison. We didn’t realize that haste was required. Did we err in delivering the new symbol of recognition along the way? I’m so sorry we didn’t arrive sooner. If we had known…”
Timothy waves Onesiphorus’ apology away. “You couldn’t have know without reading the letter yourself, and the new information you have brought from Rome is critical for all believers. I need to get underway immediately though if I am to reach Paul before Caesar tires of him.”
Timothy rushes off to gather the items Paul requested he bring. Within two hours he is ready to travel. Onesiphorus is also working on Timothy’s behalf. He has passaged booked for him, on the quickest ship with instructions to get Timothy to Rome with all due haste. Onesiphorus even pays Timothy’s passage for the full voyage.
As Timothy is tying his bundles together Onesiphorus knocks on his door. The door is standing open but Onesiphorus waits to be invited in.
Timothy looks up and sees him standing there. “I have to hurry, if I expect to leave before dark. How can I help you?” Timothy asks as he continues readying his supplies.
“You can accept my apology and efforts to speed you on your journey.”
“No apology is necessary” Timothy says over his shoulder.
“Then accept this instead” Onesiphorus says while holding out a packet towards Timothy.
“What is it” Timothy asks as he steps over to take it.
“It is your ticket and itinerary for your trip to Rome. I have booked passage for you that will get you to Paul’s side as quickly as humanly possible.”
“You didn’t have to do this” Timothy says as tears threaten to spill over his lashes. “It is too much, but I can’t bring myself to refuse it” he says with a watery voice.
“Then don’t refuse it. Your ship leaves at dawn. This way you can have a good night’s rest as well.”
“And I will spend some of that time praying for the safety of the voyage. I remember some voyages with Paul did not go as expected” Timothy says with a small smile.
“I will add my prayers to yours then” says Onesiphorus, clapping a hand on Timothy’s shoulder.
“I have to get John Mark” Timothy exclaims. “Paul told me to bring him along.”
“Then, by all means do. I will ensure that both of you are cared for on this journey.”
Onesiphorus hurries off to modify the arrangements while Timothy goes to prepare John Mark for the journey.
Timothy and Mark set sail with the tide the third week of March. They knows that this is not optimal sailing time, but have confidence in the crew Onesiphorus assembled. They are well seasoned men who welcome the younger men’s help to keep them distracted. It takes almost a month to reach their destination. Far shorter than Timothy’s last sea journey to Rome with Paul.
Onesiphorus even has land travel arranged for Timothy and Mark when they reach port. All Timothy has to do is present Onesiphorus’ letter to the tavern keeper to be on his way under protection. Three days later, the two of them are making their way through the city to the home of the Christian church. Timothy assumes that it is in the same place as when he left Rome with Paul several years ago.
Luke greets Timothy and Mary with hugs as soon as he sets eyes on them.
“You came at last!”
“We came as soon as word reached us. It was delayed because of the mission Onesiphorus had to prepare the brothers. But he made certain to get us hear as quickly as possible. He is a good man” Timothy says as his eyes threaten to tear up again thinking of all that Onesiphorus did for them.
“Paul won’t be allowed visitors for another two days. We have to wait until guards who knew him while he was here the last time are on duty. They allow us to visit during their shifts, but we must leave as soon as their shift is over.”
“I understand. So I take it that I am in time. Paul still lives and still wishes to see me” Timothy asks.
“He does, on both counts. He has been concerned of late that you might not make it because of some delay or such. His heart longs to see you.” Luke takes in Mark’s quietness. “He longs to see you both” Luke says while taking Mark’s shoulders.
The two days pass slowly, but Timothy stands before Paul early in the morning. Paul nearly leaps with joy when he sees him. The only thing preventing Paul from rushing headlong into the bars is the chain affixing him to the wall. It does not reach far enough for the two men to embrace, but they stretch their arms towards one another and touch fingertips. This is enough for Paul.
“I was beginning to doubt that I would see your face again, this side of Heaven.”
“I didn’t hear your call for me until a month ago. It took a considerable amount of time for your letter to reach me. But I treasure that letter with all my heart. And I praise God that I could come to you before He brings you home.”
The two men visit during the whole shift of the guard. Paul offers Timothy encouragement and advice concerning matters in the church at home. Nothing Timothy wouldn’t have come up with on his own, but hearing them from Paul’s lips gave both of them connectedness. As Timothy is leaving, Paul makes a request of him.
“Send John Mark to me the next time. I know you can only come one at a time, so…”
“I will brother. And he is eager to see you again as well.”
The next day Mark stands at the bars of Paul’s cell. They reach out and touch fingertips. Just as Paul and Timothy had done the day before.
Paul turns serious after a moment. “Mark, I need to formally apologize to you.”
Mark looks puzzled. “What for?”
“For doubting your commitment to the Lord. When you left Barnabas and me on our first journey, I held it against you. I am truly sorry. I should have taken your age into account.”
“That was a long time ago and I have moved on since the. Besides, you have shown me on many occasions, including asking for me now, that you no longer think me untrustworthy.”
“I know. But I wanted to formally apologize for my behavior before I leave this earth. You are a blessing to me in so many ways. Not the least of which is your forgiveness and willingness to trust me again after I treated you so shamefully.”
“You are forgiven completely. I love you and think of you as my spiritual Abba, right alongside my cousin Barnabas. I couldn’t have a better role model. I will forever be grateful for your trust in me and your sowing into my life.”
“One final thing, I KNOW that the Lord has a work for you to complete that is much bigger than anything you have ever done before. Trust Him to guide you in that work.”
“What work is that?”
“I’m not certain, but I believe it has something to do with telling His story.”
“I do that already.”
“I know. But the Spirit tells me there is more coming for you. Be sensitive to the Spirit and obey where He leads.”
“I will. Whatever it is” John Mark promises.
This is not the last time John Mark, Timothy and Luke visit Paul. They all know what awaits Paul at any moment, and prepare for that time with teaching and comforting one another.
In the first days of June, Peter is given a surprise. He hears a familiar voice and turns to see Luke standing beside the bars.
“How did you get in here” Peter asks, looking around to ensure Luke is not in danger.
“I was coming to see Paul and your guard asked me if I wanted to see you one last time. Of course I jumped at the chance.”
“I never thought I would see any of the brothers ever again. I have been witnessing to the guards, so maybe one of them has softened his heart. This is surely a gift from the Lord.”
“Indeed it is brother. Is there anything I can get for you or a message you want given to the believers? We received your letter, by the way. We have already read it and distributed it to all the churches.”
“I wondered what happened to it. I woke one morning and it was gone. The Lord would not have had me write it for it simply to disappear. I knew it was in His hands. Thank you for letting me know.”
Peter looks down at the ground as if staring a hole into it. Luke recognizes that there is something heavy on Peter’s mind, so he patiently waits. When Peter looks up again there is determination in his eyes.
“Luke, I want you to promise me something.”
“Anything, brother. You have only to ask. And if it is in my power to grant it, I will.”
“I know that I will be meeting the Lord in a few days. The guard’s comment to you speaks of it.”
Luke nods, but says nothing.
“I want you to promise me that you will not allow them to crucify me in the same manner as our Lord. I am unworthy of such a death.”
“What would you have me do instead?”
“IF they have crucifixion in mind for me, make them crucify me head down.”
Luke’s eyes go wide. “Peter, that would be excruciating.”
“I don’t care. I will not… I cannot accept crucifixion any other way. Promise me that you will speak for me on this if I am unable to do so on my own.”
“I promise” Luke finally says. “But, Peter, you are worthy. Jesus called you the Rock Himself.”
“I failed Him so many times. Times that I can never forget.”
“We all have, but He forgives us.”
“I have accepted His forgiveness and restoration, but on this point I am adamant.”
“All right. I will do as you have asked; if you are unable to do so for some reason.”
Three days later, Caesar calls for Peter to be brought out of prison. He is taken to the place of crucifixion. The entire journey there, Peter tells his guards of his desire. They call him crazy and mock his conviction, but they will do as he requests.
Several of the Christians line the street on the way to stand watch with Peter as he suffers this death. Luke, John Mark, and Timothy are among them.
Peter sees John Mark on the side of the road. His eyes light up. John Mark is like a son to him. They spent many years together, Peter telling and retelling the stories of his time with Jesus. He locks eyes with Mark and says; “Remember the stories and tell them for Him.”
Mark nods his acceptance of Peter’s commission. Not many people know that Mark has been writing down the stories as Peter shared them with him. One day he hopes to provide these to someone who will write the account of Jesus’ ministry.
As Peter is led to the cross, he accepts the wine mixed with gall before being nailed in place. As his head is down, he succumbs to bleeding through his nose, ears, and eyes before finally surrendering his spirit to the Lord.
Once Peter is pronounced dead, his body is given to the Christians to do with as they please. Peter is taken to the home of the church. They wash him, anoint him for burial and place him in a tomb. Mourning lasts for a full week. But they also celebrate his life and the fact that he chose death over denouncing his faith.
Luke brings word of Peter’s death to Paul when he visits.
“Our brother Peter is with the Lord now.”
Paul nods. “He is far better off that we are” Paul finally says.
Luke tells Paul of the manner of Peter’s death. “He made me promise that, if he could not communicate this desire that I was to do so on his behalf.”
Paul shakes his head. “That must have been very hard on both of you. If only he knew how truly loved he was. Maybe he would have chosen a different way.”
“I don’t think it had anything to do with our love for him. He truly believed himself unworthy of a death that mirrored the Lord’s. He accepted the sentence and the manner, only not the exact circumstances. He suffered greatly but died quickly because of his choice. It was difficult to witness.”
“It would have been difficult for anyone. Thank you for standing for him.”
Silence reigns for a while as both men contemplate what awaits Paul. Finally, Paul breaks the silence. “I do not know the manner of my death, but I pray that it will be swift. Yet, I will endure whatever awaits me, just as Peter did.”
Five days later, Paul is pulled from his cell and marched into the courtyard of Caesar. Around him stand soldiers ready to do their master’s bidding. A block of wood sits between Caesar and Paul.
“I will ask you one final time. Do you deny this Jesus of Nazareth?…”
Paul bursts out a resounding “NO” before Caesar can finish his sentence.
“Not liking being interrupted, or the answer Paul gave, Caesar narrows his eyes at Paul. “Think very carefully before answering me again. I have the power to end your life here and now or to restore you to freedom. What do you say for yourself.”
“I will suffer anything this world has to offer before denying my Lord. Jesus of Nazareth IS the Son of God who rose from the dead, reigns on high, and gives salvation to anyone who accepts His redemptive work on our behalf.”
Caesar raises a hand and flippantly points towards Paul. The soldiers on either side of him grab him by the arms and drag him to the block of wood. Blood covers the front of the block, so it is clear what it is used for.
Before the soldiers can force Paul onto his knees, he kneels down himself and lays his chest across the wood. He already knows and welcomes what is to come. “My race is run” he says quietly to himself.
Caesar gnashes his teeth at Paul’s acceptance. He was counting on Paul making a spectacle of himself with resistance and pleas for mercy. When none come, Caesar finally issues the order.
“Finish it. I grow tired of this.”
The head centurion raises his sword and brings it down swiftly across the back of Paul’s neck, severing his head from his body. No one cheers. No one cries out in despair. Silence reigns.
Caesar turns and walks back into his palace before Paul’s head even hits the dirt. He is unsatisfied. “Maybe the next one will cry and plead.”
There will be a next one, and many more to come before Caesar’s thirst is quenched.
Paul’s guards allow the brothers to retrieve his body and head. He too is given a proper burial. Mourning and rejoicing in equal measure take place wherever the news of Peter’s and Paul’s death reaches. But the church continues to grow. Their deaths did NOT break the believers. It fueled their fire instead.
(to be continued)
Father God, thank You for letting me tell the stories of the early church. I know there are still stories to come, but this one marks a major point in its history. THANK YOU that Your redemptive work didn’t end with the lives of those who knew Jesus personally as He walked the earth or those who came to faith shortly after. Jesus’ work reaches down through the ages to me today. And I know of His stories because of those men who wrote them down.
The writing of the gospels are still to come but You kept Your truths whole as all this developed. There is no conflicting doctrines in all the writings You gave us. I LOVE seeing all that You worked out on our behalf.
